Dr. Marsteller Chapter 28
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The next
time he went to visit, Dr. Ramaswamy was walking out of her room into the
hospital corridor as Dr. Marsteller was about to walk in. Dr. Ramaswamy’s expression of surprise was
noticeable as he looked briefly into Dr. Marsteller’s eyes. The surprise immediately turned to hatred and
he lowered his eyes to give the impression of staring straight ahead as if Dr.
Marsteller wasn’t there. He then turned
abruptly to go around Dr. Marsteller and walked quickly past the reception
desk. Dr. Marsteller watched Dr.
Ramaswamy’s back and tense shoulders as he turned again down another corridor
to walk towards the hospital entrance.
What a prick, though Dr. Marsteller.
Dr. Marsteller marked him off the list of people to be wary of though. He won’t do anything, he thought, he’s too
quiet for that and has already gotten a taste of the nice retired life. None of them will and they know it. And no matter what Dr. Reicher says, all he
really knows is that the therapy was supposed to work but had an unforeseen
glitch when used in humans. He entered
the room as he rapidly processed these thoughts.
Mrs.
Viscane’s smile opened like a crack in sidewalk cement. Her eyes were tired but delighted to see him.
-Dr.
Ramaswamy isn’t the type to bring sunshine with him like you Dr. Marsteller.
-What’d you
two talk about? he asked casually.
-Nothing
really, he just inquired to my condition and I told him and he unsuccessfully
attempted small talk before I told him I needed some rest. He might be the dullest man I’ve ever met.
-Well, he
certainly doesn’t jump around like Robin Williams, Dr. Marsteller joked as Mrs.
Viscane cackled sickly. How is your
condition?
-Liz and
Lancaster, the evil misguided cretins, continue to talk to me about going to
the Mayo Clinic. Not a chance I’m
jumping on a plane to Minnesota. When do
you think we can do the second surgery?
For the brain?
-Not until
you start coming around, said Dr. Marsteller looking concerned for her benefit.
-Not what
until she comes around? asked a large
balding man in his late 30s who swept into the room with his unbuttoned white
coat exposing gray pants and a red shirt.
His stethoscope dangled around his neck like a medal.
-Dr.
Marsteller, this is my oncologist Dr. Van Kant.
-Nice to
meet you, said Dr. Marsteller holding out his hand. Dr. Van Kant didn’t take it. He adeptly slipped his hands in the large
pocks of his coat flowing out at his sides.
The coat stopped flowing and sweeping like a cape and behaved.
-Pardon me,
Dr. Marsteller, but I was curious as to how she received the scar on her chest.
-How would
I know? asked Dr. Marsteller
defensively. Dr. Van Kant sized him up
for a beat.
-Oh I think
you do.
-What are
you talking about Dr. Van Kant? interrupted Mrs. Viscane in a strained voice
from her bed. Dr. Marsteller is a friend
of mine. As a matter of fact, he wanted
to ask you about my current health.
-So he
could perform more insidious Frankenstein experiments on you?
-I resent
your attitude, said Dr. Marsteller calmly.
You should have some basis to your claims before you start making
accusations.
-You ever
talk to Dr. Reicher?
Dr.
Marsteller straightened and a frown briefly appeared on his face, pulling the
wrinkles and crow’s feet around his cheeks and eyes down like the wrinkled
sheets on Mrs. Viscane’s hospital bed.
-I think
what you need to do, squawked Mrs. Viscane, is to tell that bastard Dr. Reicher
the next time you talk to him that my attorney will be paying him a visit if he
doesn’t stop spreading lies. Tell him
that everything will have to be given back.
Come here. She beckoned Dr. Van
Kant over to her bedside, then she ripped his stethoscope off and threw it on
the floor and in the same motion overpowered him by grabbing his white coat and
pulling him close. Her strength
surprised him. Tell him that if he
doesn’t change his story, my attorney would like to shove his boat sideways
up the canal.
She
released him by his coat and he staggered up to his feet and attempted to
regain his dignity by smoothing out his shirt and coat. He bent over and picked up his stethoscope.
-You guys
are both insane.
-You watch
yourself too Dr. Van Kant, I know how much it would cost to keep you
unemployed.
Dr. Van
Kant looked sharply at Dr. Marsteller who looked away out the window. Then Dr. Van Kant looked at Mrs. Viscane and
nodded his head with respect before turning around out the door.
Mrs.
Viscane rang for the nurse and she immediately appeared, looking forlorn after
hours of tending to Mrs. Viscane’s every need.
Three nurses rotated and she harassed them all indiscriminately. The girl’s disheveled blonde ponytail was
held loosely together with a purple squeegee that matched the color of the bags
under her eyes.
-Please get
the next best oncologist on the phone besides Dr. Van Kant and make sure he
comes to my room promptly.
The girl turned around and escaped to go
find the oncologist.
-You see what I’m dealing with here, Dr.
Marsteller, the hospital is a sham.
They’d do a lot better if they read a little more research happening
around the country and maybe they’d adopt procedures that helped people. She flipped her arm around to indicate that
she was ‘through with it.’
Liz and Lancaster arrived at the
door. They had obviously decided to come
together for mutual support in dealing with their mother. They both nodded to Dr. Marsteller who nodded
back. Mrs. Viscane turned to see who was
there.
-For God’s sake, it’s Mr. and Mrs.
Death.
-Hi mom, they said together through
strained smiles ignoring her comment and coming closer her to try and give her
a kiss on the cheek. Mrs. Viscane threw
a fit.
-Get off of me. Christ.
Go kiss each other’s asses if you want to kiss something.
-How have you been mom?
-Terrible.
-We brought something to cheer you up,
said her son and pulled out a box of chocolates for her and set it on the
raised table hanging over her bed.
-Thank you, she said tritely and opened
the box then held them out to offer them to Dr. Marsteller. He shook his head no. Liz grabbed herself a chocolate as Mrs.
Viscane made a comment about her weight.
She ate it sourly. The silence in
the room dripped from the ceiling to the floor.
Finally, her son was brave enough to speak.
-So, mom, have you given any more thought
to Mayo?
Dr. Marsteller flinched at his ignorance
but decided maybe he’d help him before she ate him alive.
-Maybe you should reconsider going to
Mayo, said Dr. Marsteller.
-It’s out of the question. You’re here, not in Minnesota.
-Oh thanks mom, said Liz.
-I meant him, she said indicating Dr.
Marsteller. Her daughter looked back
down at her feet and continued nipping little bites out of her chocolate.
A tall thin dark haired man in his mid
40s strolled into the room. His white
coat was buttoned up and he held a worried expression in his eyes. His face was taut like cut from stone. Dr. Marsteller knew this was the oncologist.
-What do you want? barked Mrs. Viscane
-Hi, I’m Dr. Ceballos, the nurse paged me
to come over here. What seems to be the
problem? He looked around with worried
eyes and calculated if anything was out of the ordinary. Everything seemed fine.
-Oh yes, you are now my new doctor. I am Mrs. Viscane. Dr. Van Kant was treating me but he has shown
himself to be completely inept.
Dr. Ceballos befuddled gaze indicated
this was not proper procedure. And
everything about him indicated that he was a strict adherent to proper
procedure.
-I’m sorry, I’ll need to talk this over
with Dr. Van Kant; I’m not allowed to take over patients in mid-treatment
except in unforeseen circumstances.
-Well, unforeseen circumstances just
happened. I fired him. I’ll make it worth your while. You know who I am?
-Yes, but…
-Like I said, I’ll make it worth your
while. Find out how Dr. Van Kant was
treating me. If he gives you
misinformation tell him he’ll have a few problems on his hands. Tell him if I die, my power of attorney will
make it his sole job to make it difficult for Dr. Van Kant to get a job in this
country. Get the hell out of here.
Dr. Ceballos opened his mouth to talk but
then clasped it shut and turned on his heel and strolled back out the way he
came.
-Mom, you must be nicer to these
people. You turn into a monster in the
hospital, said Lancaster with as much force as he could muster. He sounded like a weasel squealing for food. It was a mistake.
-Lancaster, Mrs. Viscane turned on him,
shut your mouth for one second. Every
time you open your mouth more and more slop spills out. Can’t you see I’m already a monster? What does it matter how I act when I look
like I do? I will be a monster to anyone
who sees me and I’ll be a monster for the rest of my life, which may not be
very long. For the love of all that is
good and holy, have a little compassion when you look at your mother and see
her like this. Now both of you have made
me very tired. Can you please
leave?
Dr. Marsteller stood up to leave as well.
-You, sit down, she said.
Her children stood up and went to give
her kisses while saying ‘love you mother’ but she waved them off and they
shuffled out of the room, disoriented as most people when their intentions are
ill received in a vehement manner usually reserved for people on the other side
of the law.
-Dr. Marsteller, I want you to promise me
one thing; can we do the brain therapy before the beginning of the year?
-Sounds good Mrs. Viscane. He pandered.
Suddenly she looked very weak – her head
pressed against the pillow and her bland expression was like flat soda.
-How are the other experiments coming
along?
-Excellent. Some students and I are headed to the World
Anti-Aging Congress in San Diego in a couple weeks. I’ve been asked to be the featured speaker.
-That is quite an honor. I’ve attended that meeting a few times. It’s always fun talking to the top minds in
the field. That’s excellent. I want to walk across that stage in 40 years
as living testimony to your work. You
will be walking with me.
-Of course I will. You were brave enough to be the first
experiment. After it’s proven on you
I’ll take it and walk with you.
-You’ll be the Einstein of biology, Dr.
Marsteller.
-Yes.
-An Einstein that lives forever.
-It will be something, won’t it?
That sat together silently for a couple
minutes.
-San Diego this time of year would be
wonderful. When you return it will be
Thanksgiving?
-Yes.
-Thanksgiving was my favorite holiday when I was younger. We used to cook a huge bird. Normally we didn’t eat very expansive meals, but on Thanksgiving we went out of our way. Since I was young my mother always trusted me to make the stuffing. And I had this little porcelain doll popular in the 40s. She was a military nurse. I remember the doll was called ‘Colonel Sue’. I loved that doll. And I would set it on the windowsill and pretend she was helping me make the stuffing. I imagined she was on leave for the holidays and she would tell me about the men she helped in the war. Even after I married George, we would always visit their small house and I would make the stuffing and put that doll on the windowsill. It was one of the stipulations I had in our marriage. That he always be present for Thanksgiving and that we would go to my mother’s humble house. My Dad died in the war and I suppose it was why I loved the doll. Maybe I thought Colonel Sue could take care of him. But it was also why I loved Thanksgiving. Because we were always together for Thanksgiving more than any other holiday and it took the sting away from missing Dad. And there were always enough uncles and my brothers to cook for. George was always horrible in social settings and there was nothing he hated worse than those Thanksgiving reunions. He would always be forced to talk to one of my old great aunts complaining about her medication on the tattered green couch. He was such a powerful man but he couldn’t even keep a conversation with an old lady. He was perfectly inept. I derived a secret pleasure from it. To see his failings was always interesting to me. Because he was too good at everything else. And then when my mother died, and we were cleaning the house, I remembered the doll and asked if anyone had found it and George told me he threw it out. I wouldn’t have sex with him for months after that.
Dr. Marsteller listened like a therapist to her reminiscence. But he could care less about her musings or her humble beginnings and her evil thoughts towards her husband. She was just a lonely old woman afraid of dying just like every lonely old woman on the planet Earth. It instantly mattered again what he had done. He had unwittingly, he told himself, brought this disease upon this human being. And he became disgusted with himself. But he didn’t really know what would happen, he thought. She could survive. And then he had to leave the hospital. He stood up and said he remembered an appointment and left.
Chapter 29 Coming Tomorrow
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